The science of sleep

me mom and bro.. we were all in sadar eating murgh pulao sumwhere in saddar,, its a cloudy morning.. it wasnt haq baho or tasty. but it was good, dont remember but i guess it took me quite an effort to reach the table where we were sitting to eat,,
and that was sum 2nd or 3rd floor i guess the table where we had to eat is beside a window,, which makes me feel that its sum kind of murree scenery,,
we ate it all but i still felt hungry or wanting..
we all are in quite a guud mood and shape.. which is obviously impossible,, coz either i wont be tawking with my brother or my mom nd bro would be fighting over sum thing..

then we were in our old house, its mornig or noon tym, and im in drawin room with dont knw how manyy ppl, ppl are coming from the outside,
amanat qadir, molvi sahib, zia with beard uni wala, atif bhai, chishti molvi
molvi saab came to me and met me quite rudly nd asked for my brother streight away
i told him that molvi saab is here to see u
i came back in and resided at the bed of big kamra in old town house wid mom and dad
told em k molvi saab didnt seem to be oki
then in the next moment i was in the drawing room nd i saw bro and atif bhai showing sum afidavite to molvi saab and zia
after that zia launched an attack on my bro in which he got quite speechless
everybody was well dressed wearing suits..
mom showed up out ov nowhere and said k zia u dont knw wen hes gonna speak tou hum bhi iskay agay nai bol suktay ye apni daleeloo se sub ko chup kerwa daita hai,, the thought came to my mind that is mom saying that in her son's defence or against him,
coz she said it in a tone in which she was protecting and defending him.. but only i knew the true meaning of what she wanted to say..
i started listening to what zia said. and his conversation was quite disturbing,, he seemed to be talking with the sole intention to bring my brother down to his knees
he said u and ur wife are nt human beings u killed her tum loag ko sharam nai ati
tum loag uskay face pe jootay maar rahay thay..he saw sum kind ov video.. i thought he was talkin about shahnaz but then he said how old was he? my brother replied he was 8 or ten i dun rem.. he had all the legal terms fixed and he wasnt touchable,

zia swore him and said k i wont leave u for the deed u made, and his expressions showed that he was quite sincere to his motive and really wanted to take him to the ground who was cool buit a lil sad..with the sense ov guilt..
zia stood up to hit my brother.. but he was still sitting cool maybe he wasnt able to watch the faces of ppl with disgrace..
and i jumped accross the table and told zia if u wana come to my brother u ld hav to pass thru me.. a lot of pictures clicked in my mind at that tym.. first was the sultan incident in the ground wen my brother did a lot for me,, that converted to the thought k what im doing rite nw can it bring our relations bak to the glorious past as they used to be..
in a split second i decided weather they r cumin back or nt im still doing this coz hes still my brother,,
and i stepped between him and zia.. hit zia with my my fist to get him to the floor i pulled him up on the table and held the table upon my shoulder and threw him out of the main gate from above the gate without opening it.. after throwing him i opened the gate to see his miserable face wt i saw was sum piece of mass visible lying with his head touching his knees side ways then i came back in.. everyone was gone and home was quite normal, bhabi also joined the scene but didnt had any prominent part in this scenario.. my computer was in the buda kamra where it used to to sum 6 or 7 yrs ago...
i had sum things which i didnt want my brother to see..
the next moment he was using my pc ...
but he was still quite chup chup with me i thought what i did today.. even this didnt make a difference..

the third scene is wen i and yasir are walkin thru some strange looking area its evening or nite tym i dun knw where we are going theres a lot of garbage at our sides suddenly yasir tells me to climb the bridge we have to walk to make our way to the other side,, yani our destination.. by other side i dont mean actual other side.... still dont knw where we are heading..
wen i watch that bridge the climbing to the roof of the hut gets into my mind, there was a kind of a hut a comon sitting place on the way to pir sohawa.. where all us friends went and climbed on the roof and sat there for sum tym.. actually it was difficult for me to climb that or to get bak on ground from the roof..
it seemed that climbing and grabing the stairs of that bridge also seemed to be quite a difficult job just like the roof
but wen i did it tou it was quite easy nuthing compared to that..
i climed and grabed the stairs yasir was already there and we walked our way thru the stairs to the bridge.. it was sumthing like solid concreate stairs like the ones which used to be at lahore train station..
we walked and saw trains also moving at our level.. we were on a bridge on which pedestrians moved and there was another bridge on which trains moved.. parallel to one one we were on..
we reached the other side and yasir asked sumone the way of the place we were heading to,, he told him to get till the end of the bridge and take the other bridge on the opposite sidee..  basically it was another bridge just parallel to dis one,, and there was only one way human trafic on bridges.. we werent able to get back using the same bridge.. i thought in my mind that if we have to take the parallel bridge that is gona lead us to the place we exacly started.. so does it make any sense..
the first bridge ended we were constantly hearing train horns and chik chik..
we landed on a bunch of garbage..
nd took the other bridge ,, climbing and holding its stairs was a bit more dificult than the previous one,, but we succeeded..and then after a lil walk we saw two young girls crossing us,, i was leading yasir..suddenly a wave produced in the stairs where we were.. all ov us stood at the point we were holding the grills at our sides firmlybut the wave which moved the hole bridge in upthrust seemed to be a never ending one..we took a step after another with firm hand holding the sides..
till i reached the girls, they were now holding a child a 6 or 7 yrs old i guess..i wanted to cross them i said excuse me..
and they moved in the child a lil and asked me to pass her..i tried to but there was very lil space limiting me to the point where i ws standing she moved the child a lil more away the passage in front of me changed to an only left directional passage with a gate at the end i took the pasage with sum difficulties and yasir followed me there i stood against the gate and asked where are we sum voice i dunt who who it was said u re riding the train now and u have to take the rent from passengers as its ur duty coz u re standing in the door..
i didnt reply but thought it was my duty and suddenly a crowd of passengers rushed in sat down on the seats that were nt visible to me when i stepped in there,, yasir was also sitting in one ov the seats and the last scene i remember is wen i was taking rent from the passengers, i was givin it to yasir to record that....